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Feb. 11th, 2006 11:57 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
mysterismileimportIt's weird how I always think of things that I really should post just because I'll want to remember it, but never get around to posting.
I shall now force myself to write, but I doubt it's of interest to anyone. It's also will make little sense to anyone who doesn't really know my thinking patterns.
NYLC was okay. I'll miss Tori the most of everyone, then Khayla, then Elizabeth, then Nina. I WON'T miss the schedule, though. Or the frustrating greasy-girl who really got on my nerves. Oh, and I'll miss all of the attractive people; I hadn't expected so many. I wish I could have talked to Al-Hassim more. He seemed like a cool guy. He was obviously intelligent, otherwise he couldn't have gotten into NYLC in the first place. There were also alot of hot asians. And a guy who was a really good dancer, which made him sexy. I'm not used to guys my age being able to cha-cha at all, let alone well. I just wish I didn't have so much goddamn stuff to make up. I'm almost done with it now, but the amount was just freaking ridiculous. And I missed my shows all week. :(
The desire to make a book/movie/T.V. show/memoir of my life has struk me yet again. The thing is, if it's not a memoir, I want to make it less autobiographical and more of a conglamoration of my life experiences, my friend's life experiences, adn some fiction to make it more interesting. Currently the T.V. show idea seems most suitable, but I neither want to copy-cat Chris Rock, nor have it be a typical teen show and/or all WB-like. I just want it to showcase what adolesence is like for those of us who have always felt like teen life as shown in movies, magazines, and on T.V. just doesn't fit quite right.
People think I'm crazy because I'm already thinking about college and I'm in 10th grade, but as much as I think high school is better than middle school, I just want to get to a point where I can take classes based more on my interests.
I've begun to feel akward when friends and I comment of attractive people because, although most of the people I notice are guys, I notice "both" sexes and have no friends that do the same. I don't want to make those who know uncomfortable. (I wouldn't point it out to people who don't know unless it's my way of coming out.)
Oh, I told my roomies @ NYLC about my sexual preference early on. I'm not sure if they remembered the next day, but they didn't treat me any differently because of it. We discussed hot guys at the program (though I kept my mouth shut about a girl there that I have a bit of a crush on), discussed politics (that's what NYLC was about pretty much), and had fun being the secret agent room.
MR's pilot might get picked up by Fox!!! I think it's only a script so far, but I'm already excited at the possibility of a show about him as a kid!
I got a Johari window thing. I'd love to get responses, but 'tis okay if I don't. http://kevan.org/johari?name=mysterismile
I shall now force myself to write, but I doubt it's of interest to anyone. It's also will make little sense to anyone who doesn't really know my thinking patterns.
NYLC was okay. I'll miss Tori the most of everyone, then Khayla, then Elizabeth, then Nina. I WON'T miss the schedule, though. Or the frustrating greasy-girl who really got on my nerves. Oh, and I'll miss all of the attractive people; I hadn't expected so many. I wish I could have talked to Al-Hassim more. He seemed like a cool guy. He was obviously intelligent, otherwise he couldn't have gotten into NYLC in the first place. There were also alot of hot asians. And a guy who was a really good dancer, which made him sexy. I'm not used to guys my age being able to cha-cha at all, let alone well. I just wish I didn't have so much goddamn stuff to make up. I'm almost done with it now, but the amount was just freaking ridiculous. And I missed my shows all week. :(
The desire to make a book/movie/T.V. show/memoir of my life has struk me yet again. The thing is, if it's not a memoir, I want to make it less autobiographical and more of a conglamoration of my life experiences, my friend's life experiences, adn some fiction to make it more interesting. Currently the T.V. show idea seems most suitable, but I neither want to copy-cat Chris Rock, nor have it be a typical teen show and/or all WB-like. I just want it to showcase what adolesence is like for those of us who have always felt like teen life as shown in movies, magazines, and on T.V. just doesn't fit quite right.
People think I'm crazy because I'm already thinking about college and I'm in 10th grade, but as much as I think high school is better than middle school, I just want to get to a point where I can take classes based more on my interests.
I've begun to feel akward when friends and I comment of attractive people because, although most of the people I notice are guys, I notice "both" sexes and have no friends that do the same. I don't want to make those who know uncomfortable. (I wouldn't point it out to people who don't know unless it's my way of coming out.)
Oh, I told my roomies @ NYLC about my sexual preference early on. I'm not sure if they remembered the next day, but they didn't treat me any differently because of it. We discussed hot guys at the program (though I kept my mouth shut about a girl there that I have a bit of a crush on), discussed politics (that's what NYLC was about pretty much), and had fun being the secret agent room.
MR's pilot might get picked up by Fox!!! I think it's only a script so far, but I'm already excited at the possibility of a show about him as a kid!
I got a Johari window thing. I'd love to get responses, but 'tis okay if I don't. http://kevan.org/johari?name=mysterismile
